Tag Archives: pregnancy loss

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Posted on July 21, 2017 by

Today is the three year “anniversary” of my first due date. It’s different this year, for sure, with McLovin here. I still feel cheated, I still feel a longing. But the edges are a little smoother, it’s less bitter and … Continue reading →

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730 Days

Posted on February 26, 2016 by

It’s been 730 days since I said goodbye to my first baby. 17,520 hours. That’s a lot of hours. I can’t believe it has been two years. Two fucking years. The longest and shortest years of my life (isn’t weird … Continue reading →

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Thought of the Day

Posted on February 25, 2016 by

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Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day

Posted on October 15, 2015 by

October, while being Breast Cancer Awareness Month, is also Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month. And today, October 15, is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day. I have many thoughts in my head, many feelings in my heart and soul. … Continue reading →

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This Never Happened

Posted on October 4, 2015 by

I don’t know how many people reading this have ever watched Mad Men. I love the sixties and it is one of my favorite shows. There’s a scene in the second season where Don visits Peggy after she gives birth … Continue reading →

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Mothers Day

Posted on May 10, 2015 by
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Lend me your ears and I’ll sing you a song, I will try not to sing out of key

Posted on March 16, 2015 by

Since my first loss I’ve struggled with most, if not all, of my relationships and specifically with my friendships. I’m not the same person I was before and thus my friendships aren’t the same as they were before. Pregnancy loss … Continue reading →

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The last day of the worst year of my life*

Posted on March 14, 2015 by

Two weeks ago was the one year anniversary of my first loss. I was in Fort Lauderdale at the time of the “anniversary” (Aren’t anniversaries supposed to be happy occasions?). My week there wasn’t bad – it was nice to have … Continue reading →

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It’s not easy facing up when your whole world is black

Posted on October 16, 2014 by

So I have been having a really dark couple of days, starting Sunday. I’ve cried every day (Sunday, Monday, Tuesday)…. not today yet. Part of me thinks that perhaps my hormones are rushing around doing their thing and I’ll get … Continue reading →

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