Tag Archives: pregnancy loss

730 Days

It’s been 730 days since I said goodbye to my first baby. 17,520 hours. That’s a lot of hours. I can’t believe it has been two years. Two fucking years. The longest and shortest years of my life (isn’t weird … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , | 15 Comments

Thought of the Day

http://shop.drjessicazucker.com/cards/fuckloss

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , | 7 Comments

Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day

October, while being Breast Cancer Awareness Month, is also Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month. And today, October 15, is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day. I have many thoughts in my head, many feelings in my heart and soul. … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , | 11 Comments

This Never Happened

I don’t know how many people reading this have ever watched Mad Men. I love the sixties and it is one of my favorite shows. There’s a scene in the second season where Don visits Peggy after she gives birth … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 17 Comments

Mothers Day

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , | 4 Comments

Lend me your ears and I’ll sing you a song, I will try not to sing out of key

Since my first loss I’ve struggled with most, if not all, of my relationships and specifically with my friendships. I’m not the same person I was before and thus my friendships aren’t the same as they were before. Pregnancy loss … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , | 5 Comments

The last day of the worst year of my life*

Two weeks ago was the one year anniversary of my first loss. I was in Fort Lauderdale at the time of the “anniversary” (Aren’t anniversaries supposed to be happy occasions?). My week there wasn’t bad – it was nice to have … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , | 11 Comments

It’s not easy facing up when your whole world is black

So I have been having a really dark couple of days, starting Sunday. I’ve cried every day (Sunday, Monday, Tuesday)…. not today yet. Part of me thinks that perhaps my hormones are rushing around doing their thing and I’ll get … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 16 Comments