Tag Archives: MFM

May 16, 2016

Posted on May 16, 2017 by andthewindscreamsmary

I’ve gained two pounds thus far. I feel like it’s more but the numbers don’t lie. Today we had our nuchal scan with MFM at the hospital. The nuchal measurement is 1.9, which is well below the 3.0 that Dr. … Continue reading →

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May 2, 2016

Posted on May 2, 2017 by andthewindscreamsmary

5/2/16 Well, today I found out what it feels like to go to an ultrasound and get good news. We had a visit with MFM at the hospital today, and at 10 weeks Dr. T was able to rule out … Continue reading →

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April 19, 2016

Posted on April 19, 2017 by andthewindscreamsmary

4/19/16 Tomorrow is our first ultrasound of this pregnancy. I should be just around eight weeks. During each of my other pregnancies I had early ultrasounds by now. During my first, my cycles were so wacky that we did an … Continue reading →

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(Almost) Thirty eight

Posted on November 13, 2016 by andthewindscreamsmary

Tomorrow I will be 38 weeks pregnant. In a way it almost feels bittersweet. After three losses I never thought I would make it this far. And, as much as I’ve always wanted two children, I don’t know if I … Continue reading →

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Speechless

Posted on November 9, 2016 by andthewindscreamsmary

I am despondent this morning. Ashamed and embarrassed of my country. Worried about the future. Electing a  fascist hate monster makes me feel unsafe, like we have a target on our collective backs now because we have elected someone who … Continue reading →

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Ready to exhale

Posted on September 28, 2016 by andthewindscreamsmary

I’ve been in a funk the past few days. It started Sunday night really, and has continued through this evening. I feel just really sort of down, like I want to cry, and just sort of SAD. In a way … Continue reading →

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Ramblin’ Man

Posted on August 19, 2016 by andthewindscreamsmary

Two weeks ago I had my first growth scan at 23 weeks. My MFM specialist wants to see me monthly for growth scans throughout the remainder of my pregnancy. After the scan she said she had “No concerns!”. Baby Boy … Continue reading →

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Sunshine Day

Posted on July 2, 2016 by andthewindscreamsmary

Yesterday we had our 18 week anatomy scan. I am happy to say that, again, everything looked good! It is strange to keep getting good news, when in the past I feel like I’ve ever received bad news. And now, … Continue reading →

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Early Anatomy Scan

Posted on June 15, 2016 by andthewindscreamsmary

Thank you to everyone who commented and had such nice words of  encouragement on my last post! It really was so nice to read during what has been a nerve-wracking time. We had our early anatomy scan this past Monday … Continue reading →

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La Douleur Exquise

Posted on September 9, 2015 by andthewindscreamsmary

I wish I had something good news to share. I want to be that person who suffers terrible losses but eventually has a rainbow story. Who can provide hope to others out there who are suffering their own losses. I … Continue reading →

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