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Thought of the Day

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Uncle

Today I was reading this post and it really…. sobered me. I don’t know of sobered is the right word to express how I feel, but it’s the only word that comes to mind. I think it’s made me feel this … Continue reading

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Annnnnnd we’re talking about your kids again

Today I went to a “Baby Sprinkle” for my best friend, M. M’s second daughter is due in early January. To read about my *awesome* (is there a sarcasm font?) reaction to her pregnancy feel free to click here. It’s … Continue reading

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Protected: Sad songs, they say so much

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Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn’t

The past few days have been really tough. Starting with Monday; I don’t know why this was such a bad day, nothing in particular happened. I went for a 2.5 mile walk during my lunch hour with N; I ate … Continue reading

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Tell Me Something Good

So this week hasn’t been the best of weeks.  First, I had a bad dream the other night about my first pregnancy, or rather, the aftermath of that loss. My emotions and feelings in the dream were so vivid. They … Continue reading

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Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda

July. I would be in the home stretch right now if I hadn’t lost my baby. 19 days to go until what was my due date. It hasn’t been that bad yet but we’re only two days in. What was … Continue reading

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Ruby Tuesday

Today was a loooong day. Worked all day, then after work I went to one of my grief support group meetings. It’s a 30 minute drive to the meeting from work, then a 40 minute drive home from the meeting. … Continue reading

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Protected: The last night

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"I don’t know why I’m supposed to care."

Last night was Paint Nite, and I honestly had a good time. I almost felt guilty about how good of a time I had. We started out by going for appetizers and drinks after work – some of our work … Continue reading

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