Tag Archives: life

Three Four

We’re 34 weeks along now, and we’ve been keeping busy. Time feels like it’s moving very quickly – time seemed to move so slowly during the first trimester, when I was tired and nauseous, and the times that I feel … Continue reading

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Our Souls Were Singing, Do You Remember, Never a Cloudy Day

Today I am 28 weeks pregnant! It really didn’t hit me until I was in the shower tonight, and I thought to myself – “Wow! I am in the THIRD TRIMESTER.” I almost cannot believe it. I look down at … Continue reading

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Please Stand By…

  Hello Blog… No, I haven’t forgotten about you. In fact, I have about 15 posts in my Drafts folder, but I haven’t had the desire to hit “Publish.” I have been reading along with all the blogs I follow … Continue reading

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Emma

I’ve been bored, or rather disinterested, in my own life lately. I’m still waiting for our genetic test results and so there is nothing to speak of with regard to progress in my own personal life. I know I have … Continue reading

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Have You Any Dreams You’d Like to Sell?

It occurred to me that since our first loss my memories seem sharper. I can very distinctly remember conversations I’ve had with people, thoughts I’ve had, feelings I’ve felt. Very specific and it only pertains to life since the first … Continue reading

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Why Bother?

I feel like I have spent the past 2+ years with the constant humming in the back of my mind – “Baby, baby, baby, family, family, family, baby, baby, baby…” And then I turn on the TV and see the … Continue reading

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Thanksgiving Humor for the Cynical

So, the way I feel about Thanksgiving this year hasn’t much changed from the way I felt last year. I’m trying to focus on the good instead of the trials, but it’s just annoying when I think… if my first baby … Continue reading

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Judging the D-Word

I’ve written in the past that one area I’m having trouble with, emotionally and mentally, is judging others. I’ve really tried to fight it, but it’s been hard and lately I’ve been emotionally spent and haven’t had the energy or will … Continue reading

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Touch of Grey

Am I infertile? I ask myself that sometimes. No, not in the sense that I can’t get pregnant – I can get pregnant on my own (well, without medical assistance – clearly I need The Husband to participate in these … Continue reading

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This Never Happened

I don’t know how many people reading this have ever watched Mad Men. I love the sixties and it is one of my favorite shows. There’s a scene in the second season where Don visits Peggy after she gives birth … Continue reading

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