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Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn’t

The past few days have been really tough. Starting with Monday; I don’t know why this was such a bad day, nothing in particular happened. I went for a 2.5 mile walk during my lunch hour with N; I ate … Continue reading

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It’s hard to get by just upon a smile

Not too much to write about right now.  I’ve been having new fears and doubts about having a child. Every time I turn on the news I think to myself “Wow, do I want to bring another soul in to … Continue reading

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What if….

I hate the “what if’s” as I call them. The days or nights when you just keep wondering and your mind keeps going and it’s hard to stop. What if there is something wrong with me? What if I try … Continue reading

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