Tag Archives: doctor appointment

La Douleur Exquise

I wish I had something good news to share. I want to be that person who suffers terrible losses but eventually has a rainbow story. Who can provide hope to others out there who are suffering their own losses. I … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 66 Comments

Just Another Day

When I was growing up I loved celebrating birthdays and holidays, especially Christmas. I remember how excited I would get. Even for other people’s birthdays. And I remember running around to my parents, yelling Merry Christmas, yelling Happy Birthday. And … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , | 11 Comments

‘Cause I have found, All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade away again

I haven’t felt much like blogging lately. It seems that when I’m feeling “good” (or whatever passes for good since Feb. 24th) I don’t have much to say. When I’m feeling “bad”, I want to blog and get it all … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , | 6 Comments

Looking at the world from the bottom of a well

The diagnosis of anencephaly was confirmed today. I was told that this time I would not need laminaria sticks to dilate the cervix – I guess because this time I am 13 weeks vs. being 19 weeks last time. That … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | 19 Comments

Watchin’ the ships roll in, then I watch them roll away again

Today’s appointment went well, as well as could be expected. Baby’s heart rate is 166 and was measuring two days ahead of schedule (9w6d, I am 9w4d). The fluid/blood that was there on the first ultrasound is gone. All my … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , | 2 Comments

Spirits are using me, larger voices calling

Just a quick update as we just got home from our appointment and now have to pack up the car. My appointment today went well, as good as can be expected. The baby is measuring 6w1d, which is about a … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , | 4 Comments