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Today is the three year “anniversary” of my first due date. It’s different this year, for sure, with McLovin here. I still feel cheated, I still feel a longing. But the edges are a little smoother, it’s less bitter and … Continue reading

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Three Year Blogiversary

This week marks THREE YEARS since I started my blog. I still remember the day I was sitting on my recliner, with this very laptop, and started that blog on Blogspot. Now here I am three years later with my … Continue reading

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Tomorrow

Tomorrow I return to work. I remember what I did on February 22, 2016,  a year ago tomorrow. It was a Monday. I remember it because one of my friends that I met at the support group I attended in … Continue reading

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All These Things I Carry Now, In This Bittersweet, In This Bittersweet Now

My baby shower is this weekend, and while I am mostly looking forward to it and excited, I have also been experiencing some mixed emotions as it draws closer to the date. It’s been an unlikely trigger and brought up … Continue reading

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Too much trippin’ and my soul’s worn thin

I’ve been preparing for a “bad week” this week, what with the two year anniversary of my first loss. Even though you think you’re past it, and that it won’t be as bad as last year, the date just looms … Continue reading

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Maybe next year…

Friday I had a D&E procedure and terminated my third pregnancy due to fetal abnormalities. We also met with E, our genetic counselor and Dr. T in MFM prior to the procedure to sign paperwork and discuss testing options. At this … Continue reading

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Groundhog Day

Last week Stephen Colbert interviewed Vice President Joe Biden on his new show. BTW, I am so glad to have Colbert gracing my DVR again – I sorely missed him. The interview really spoke to me – and I had no … Continue reading

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The last day of the worst year of my life*

Two weeks ago was the one year anniversary of my first loss. I was in Fort Lauderdale at the time of the “anniversary” (Aren’t anniversaries supposed to be happy occasions?). My week there wasn’t bad – it was nice to have … Continue reading

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Let it snow

January has came and (almost) gone. February is an important month on this journey I’ve been on for almost a year now. Last February (February 26, 2014 to be exact) is when we lost our first baby at 19 weeks. February … Continue reading

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Six

Today marks six years of wedded bliss for The Husband and me. To be honest, I did not feel much like celebrating. I know this is a special day for us, and I did my best to be in a … Continue reading

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