“Just This Side of Heaven Is A Place Called Rainbow Bridge…”

On the morning on Sunday, November 25th we lost our beloved best friend. Our Layla passed away at nine years old.

I don’t think I have the words now to do her justice. I know I’ve written about her many times. About how much she means to us. How she helped us through the hard times, just by listening and letting me cry. I’d wrap my arms around her and bury my head in to her and the tears would come. She didn’t care. She sat there, strong, taking it all in. We’d go for walks. I can’t remember the last walk we took now, but she loved going for walks. She’d go to work with The Husband every day, except those days when I was home and insisted she stay home with me. She went on vacations with us, from the Vineyard to Virginia. She went to family parties, cookouts, holidays. I would tell her “Mommy thinks you’re an angel sent from Heaven.” Someone knew exactly what we needed when they sent us her way.

She had been experiencing a slow decline, since August or so but it really seemed to get worse at the end of October. It began with vomiting, then lack of appetite. We took her to her vet, then an emergency vet, then to a third, then a GI specialist. Throughout the ordeal all of her lab work, ultrasounds, X-rays etc. came back “Normal.” Not once could they find anything wrong with her, anything that raised a red flag. We tried different medications and she was stable. She was stable, pain free, and happy to be with us.

Until late Saturday night/early Sunday morning. Saturday night she was sitting by the dinner table with  me, eating small pieces of chicken and treats. We laid on the couch together and eventually I went to bed, telling her “Mommy is going to bed now. I’ll give you more love tomorrow.” The Husband went to bed a few hours after. He woke up around 2AM to find her in a bad state. He woke me up and I went downstairs where she was hiding in a corner, and I knew by looking at her. That this was the end of her time with us. I hugged her, cried, told her I loved her. Told her I was sorry we couldn’t fix her. That if love was enough she’d be the healthiest dog in the world and she’d live to be 100. I gave her kisses. And then I wrapped her blanket around her and The Husband carried her to the car to take her to the emergency vet.

I am sorry I couldn’t be with her. If not for McLovin fast asleep in his room I would have been there. People tell you after that you could have called them and they would have came over, even at that hour, to sleep on the couch and watch out for McLovin. The Husband was with her and held her head, and talked to her and said it was very peaceful. She still had her blanket. I’ve been there with one of my family dogs from when I was a child/teenager and with our cat about five or six years ago, so I can picture it in my mind.

A few years ago, back in 2014 I visited a psychic medium. I mentioned it here. My grandfather came through, and the medium said he was with a black dog. I assume it was his beloved dog Bear. And she told me, very specifically, that he wants me to know he watches over the animals for us. I hope they have found each other on the other side and he is taking care of her. I know he would.

We are having her cremated and I just want her back here with us. Back with her family.

Rest in peace my sweet Layla. I will love you forever. Thank you for being our best friend, for loving us, for taking care of us, for bringing us such happiness and laughter. Thank you for being patient with your brother. You made the tough times bearable. You made the good times better. I’ll see you when I get there.

 

 

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12 Responses to “Just This Side of Heaven Is A Place Called Rainbow Bridge…”

  1. sbach1222 says:

    Oh honey. I’m so sorry. I’m crying real tears for you and my heart is breaking. It is so hard to lose our puppies, and yes they are always puppies. Thinking of you and wishing I could give you a big hug and cry with you.

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  2. Devastating. There really is no way to do it justice. We made that decision a little more than 2 1/2 years ago and still it hurts. When the Red Sox won in October I even thought, “This is the first time they’ve won without Orion here to watch with me…” I’m sorry for the loss of Layla, she looks like such a sweet pup who was very well loved. I’ll be thinking of you in the coming days and months… I know it is tough each time you come across something of theirs or picture them on the couch or when you walk through the door. Sending love and hugs to you and your family.

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  3. Oh friend. I am so so sorry. I’m sobbing as I type this, knowing that grief far too well myself these days. I know how much you loved Layla and I know she did too. Sending you so much love.

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  4. lyra211 says:

    Oh, I’m so very, very sorry. Sending love.

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  5. So, soooo hard. Thinking of you all and Sweet Layla…rest well sweet baby girl💖💖💖💖

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  6. RJ says:

    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. She was a beautiful part of your life and losing your animal is like losing a best friend. Sending you love.

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  7. I’m so very sorry 💔
    Rest in peace, beautiful girl.

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  8. gsmwc02 says:

    My condolences to you and your family. Sending you strength during this difficult time.

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  9. Sondra says:

    I’m so, so sorry. They are truly part of the family. Sending so much love.

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  10. I am so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you.

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  11. I’m so sorry for your loss. 😦

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