Monthly Archives: March 2017

March 29, 2016

Random thoughts: I am having twinges on my left side. I hope this baby implanted where it is supposed to! Oddly enough, I am still feeling more happy than moody or pessimistic. Strange for me, I am a classic pessimist – … Continue reading

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March 27, 2016

3/27/16 Today is Easter and for the first year since The Husband and I bought our house, we are not hosting. We are going to my mother’s house instead. I am not bothered by this at all! All I have to do … Continue reading

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McLovin: 4 Months

I often struggle when trying to decide how much to share about McLovin on here. What is the line between my story and his story and sharing too much about him? Ten, fifteen, twenty years from now –  would he … Continue reading

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March 24, 2016

3/24/16 Today I took a FRER during my lunch break (I drove home so I had some privacy, not in the work bathroom stall!) and it came back positive. That second line came in rather quickly, actually – maybe 30 … Continue reading

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March 18, 2016

3/18/16 I started having cramps about two days ago and I think this cycle is a bust. I don’t know if I feel relieved or sad. It’s such a strange juxtaposition of emotions – wanting to be pregnant because I … Continue reading

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A Potential Candidate

I received a call today. The genetic testing is back, and they think they have found a “potential candidate.” A link between our three losses. Something that may give a reason or explanation. They couldn’t say too much, as it’s … Continue reading

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March 15, 2016

3/15/16 I don’t want any future baby of mine born during a Donald Trump presidency. Like, no. No, no, no. All kinds of no. I think that she of the group text pregnancy announcement gave birth the past few days. A … Continue reading

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March 12, 2016

3/12/16 I feel rather blasé about the fact that we have been “trying again”… not sure if we are “trying” or “not trying to prevent.” I have not been taking my morning temperature. I have not been using OPKs. I … Continue reading

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March 6, 2016

3/6/16 We have started having unprotected sex again. I guess we aren’t preventing, but we aren’t “trying.” Let the chips fall where they may. I am terrified but also, strangely enough, hopeful. I don’t know which is stronger. But I’m … Continue reading

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The Hail Mary Pass

… A very long forward pass in American football, made in desperation with only a small chance of success… Originally meaning any sort of desperation play, a “Hail Mary” gradually came to denote a long, low-probability pass attempted at the end … Continue reading

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