730 Days

It’s been 730 days since I said goodbye to my first baby. 17,520 hours. That’s a lot of hours.

I can’t believe it has been two years. Two fucking years. The longest and shortest years of my life (isn’t weird how the years pass quickly as the days pass slowly?) Sometimes I look back and wonder how I even survived those first few days. Monday morning I went in for my scan; 48 hours later I was on my way to the hospital in Boston for the procedure. It all went up in smoke that quickly. I remember it, but in a fuzzy sort of way. Almost like when I sift through those memories it’s akin to scenes from a movie, not my actual life.

Two years and I’m still missing my baby, except now it’s babies. Still waiting for a miracle of my own. Still waiting for the elusive “happy ending” that Cinderella and Snow White promised us all.

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15 Responses to 730 Days

  1. Thinking of you tonight ❤️

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  2. I know, it feels like everyone else has forgotten.

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  3. Sending you so much love my friend. My heart breaks for what you have endured.

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  4. RJ says:

    My heart breaks for your babies taken from you too soon. Sending you lots of love tonight.

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  5. Sending the biggest hug. Feels like forever then no time at all, all at the same time X

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  6. Sending love and prayers your way!!.

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  7. jivf says:

    So sorry for your losses.

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  8. Nara says:

    Sending you love xx

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  9. Sending you loads of love! xx

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  10. I am so sorry. Thinking about you

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  11. Thinking of you, dear. The time flies and simultaneously seems like an eternity. Any update on the genetic testing? I’ve been wondering if you finally had an update.

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  12. I’ve been thinking of you this week. Hugs

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  13. I believe you will have a little one soon.
    Thinking of you often.

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