It’s been 730 days since I said goodbye to my first baby. 17,520 hours. That’s a lot of hours.
I can’t believe it has been two years. Two fucking years. The longest and shortest years of my life (isn’t weird how the years pass quickly as the days pass slowly?) Sometimes I look back and wonder how I even survived those first few days. Monday morning I went in for my scan; 48 hours later I was on my way to the hospital in Boston for the procedure. It all went up in smoke that quickly. I remember it, but in a fuzzy sort of way. Almost like when I sift through those memories it’s akin to scenes from a movie, not my actual life.
Two years and I’m still missing my baby, except now it’s babies. Still waiting for a miracle of my own. Still waiting for the elusive “happy ending” that Cinderella and Snow White promised us all.
Thinking of you tonight ❤️
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I know, it feels like everyone else has forgotten.
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Sending you so much love my friend. My heart breaks for what you have endured.
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My heart breaks for your babies taken from you too soon. Sending you lots of love tonight.
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Sending the biggest hug. Feels like forever then no time at all, all at the same time X
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Sending love and prayers your way!!.
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So sorry for your losses.
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Sending you love xx
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Sending you loads of love! xx
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I am so sorry. Thinking about you
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❤ ❤ ❤ Big Hugs.
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Thinking of you, dear. The time flies and simultaneously seems like an eternity. Any update on the genetic testing? I’ve been wondering if you finally had an update.
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Sending so much love.
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I’ve been thinking of you this week. Hugs
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I believe you will have a little one soon.
Thinking of you often.
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