Monthly Archives: December 2015

Goodbye, 2015

The Husband and I are staying in this NYE. I have no desire to go out and celebrate and be out on the roads tonight. I don’t feel particularly celebratory – although 2015 had its ups and good times, and … Continue reading

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December 29, 2013

12/29/13 Christmas has come and gone. Now on to New Year’s. Christmas went well. I went to the doctor’s three days ago. All went well. She said the baby was moving (legs and arms.) I couldn’t really tell. Now I … Continue reading

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Have You Any Dreams You’d Like to Sell?

It occurred to me that since our first loss my memories seem sharper. I can very distinctly remember conversations I’ve had with people, thoughts I’ve had, feelings I’ve felt. Very specific and it only pertains to life since the first … Continue reading

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December 24, 2013

12/24/13 It’s Christmas Eve. Time is going by quickly in some respects, slowly in others. The Husband is over his aunt’s house with his family. I am home watching Christmas movies with my dog and cat. That is fine with … Continue reading

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Airing a Grievance {Happy Festivus Georgie!}

Today is Festivus! For those of you that are Seinfeld fans I am sure you are well versed in the holiday that Frank Costanza created because he despised all commercial and religious aspects of Christmas. For those of you that … Continue reading

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But your thoughts will soon be wandering, the way they always do

Time is passing, and it feels like it is passing me by. It’s been just over two months since we submitted our saliva samples for the study at Boston Children’s Hospital. It’s been over three months since our third loss. … Continue reading

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Birthday Friends

Last week my best friend M and I went out to dinner. She lives about an hour away from me and we met at a restaurant half way between that also has a mini arcade/game room which we indulged in … Continue reading

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Mele Kalikimaka

Last year I wrote about how I wasn’t in the Christmas/holiday spirit. I was sad, angry and bitter and I just didn’t care. We put up zero decorations, didn’t send cards, didn’t even have a tree. After all that had … Continue reading

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December 11, 2013

12/11/13 Week 8. This week I started meds for nausea. I feel better but still not “normal.” I’m leaving for Florida tomorrow and I hope the flight is okay. I am worried about getting sick on take-off and having to … Continue reading

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Turkey lurkey doo, and Turkey lurkey dap, I eat that turkey, Then I take a nap

I wrote already about how my Thanksgiving weekend ended on Sunday night in pandemonium. But I didn’t write about the days leading up to that and the weekend in general. The Husband was battling a vicious cold throughout the holiday … Continue reading

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