I woke up this morning and for some reason thought of Pinterest as I was laying in bed. When I was pregnant with Baby #1 I had some Hidden Boards. I’m sure many of you have them too. A board for nursery ideas; for baby shower ideas; for maternity style/clothing that I liked and for prenatal fitness. I spent a good amount of time on there looking at all that stuff. I was going to look good, feel good, and have the best nursery all thanks to Pinterest.
It occurred to me today I hadn’t even been on Pinterest, or even thought about it, since before I lost Baby #1.
I guess my boards are still out there. I didn’t delete them. Pinterest is like the graveyard for my hopes and dreams for my pregnancies and babies. I wonder if I would ever be able to start pinning that stuff again (if I ever get pregnant again.) Part of me wants to be that innocent, naive girl (or woman really, since I’m over 30) again. I miss her.