Monthly Archives: October 2014

Troubles will come, and they will pass

So after two consecutive sad, melancholy posts I think I am due for a more positive post, yes? 1 – The genetic counselor called back with the microarray results on Baby #2. The baby’s chromosomes were normal – none missing, … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 14 Comments

It’s not easy facing up when your whole world is black

So I have been having a really dark couple of days, starting Sunday. I’ve cried every day (Sunday, Monday, Tuesday)…. not today yet. Part of me thinks that perhaps my hormones are rushing around doing their thing and I’ll get … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 16 Comments

Sleeping Beauty

Alone. As I go through this experience (again) I feel alone. Not so much lonely but alone. Since February I’ve basically isolated myself from my friends. I don’t want to open up to them because there isn’t anything they can … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , | 14 Comments

Will it ever be my turn?!

I can’t believe freaking Serena van der Woodsen is probably going to give birth to a real life living baby before me. Really, life? Each morning I get an email from People as part of my subscription. It lists all the … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , | 8 Comments

Good vibrations

Last Thursday I had my first acupuncture appointment. The acupuncturist was a recommendation from E, the perinatal counselor who facilitates the support group I attended. I always feel better having a recommendation from someone I know and trust, and I … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , | 8 Comments

Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn’t

The past few days have been really tough. Starting with Monday; I don’t know why this was such a bad day, nothing in particular happened. I went for a 2.5 mile walk during my lunch hour with N; I ate … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 14 Comments