Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda

July. I would be in the home stretch right now if I hadn’t lost my baby. 19 days to go until what was my due date.

It hasn’t been that bad yet but we’re only two days in.

What was the likelihood that my baby would have actually been delivered on July 21st? I don’t know. So it’s not the date that really bothers me but the month. The anticipation of what would have been. Maybe there is some parallel universe where another version of me is so pregnant she is ready to burst and she is happily awaiting her bundle of joy.

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